im super bored

Now i am 18 years old, and i don't feel any different. my dad says that supposedly a huge amount of responsibility when you turn 18 but i still feel like the same nerdy, goofy kid i always was. I'm really trying to be more independent now that I'm starting at San Francisco state in the fall and lord knows i need money. I'm searching for scholarships so i don't have to pay a back a loan in my life. god, I feel so immature . i pray that my work ethic and my study skills go way up and i get at least 3.0 the first semester then higher GPA. anyways, my mind is all over the place. I'm hoping to get my shit organized and i get higher grades than i did in high school. i need another timbuk2 backpack with a laptop sleeve with cushion and both pairs of Nike running shoes. I'm finally getting my flip video camera this week. anyways that's basically what I'm thinking. i need to get my shit together before school starts